Quick & Short Update

Im so d*** BUSY lately…
NO time blogging..
MORE pressure rest on my shoulder…
HEAVY burden to be hold…
HEADACHE and all kind of diseases suddenly appears…
SORRY for not answering your calls or messages…..
got to spend LESS money on phone…
SORRY if u cant reach me….
got to be away for SOME time…
Im short of MONEY for everything….
TIME aren’t enough for me to think about life…
MIND is away doing unworthy job thinking bout past…
LIPS are sealed to be quiet about things left not to be spoken….
HEART aren’t ready to spare a space for love…
im SORRY for my unworthiness to receive your love, concern, care and happiness…
Im sorry because I cant trust a FRIEND who betray friend..
and in fact a friend doesn’t ‘rank’ their friend for the better profit in life…

‘a friend in need is a friend in deed’

GOOD thing is I’ll be graduating in October,
GOOD thing is I’ll becoming a grown up woman,
GOOD thing is I’ll leave behind every single thing that my teenage life been written in history,
GOOD thing is I LOVE my family,
GOOD thing is I LOVE my hubby,
GOOD thing is even if I miss u like crazy, there are places for me to get away from those feeling and be rational…
GOOD thing is, thanks to God for letting me have outnumbered of chances to keep on evolving to become more and more human…
GOOD thing is I LOVE U so much than u could ever imagine…
^_^

Be proud of yourself, walk straight and be confident…
LIFE aren’t about winning a game or achieving dreams only,
LIFE is more than that if u not only see with your eyes but feel in your soul.. Ears are not only to hear things but we must follow the rhythm, mouth are not just for talking but to speak up good things, and hands are not only for receiving but also for giving…

Pertama Kali dan Terakhir Kalinya

Setiap perkara akan bermula dengan langkah pertama dan akan diteruskan ke langkah kedua.. Dari baby, kita akan start menangis, kemudian mula mengeluarkan suara, mula cakap daddy or mommy untuk pertama kalinya dan kemudian akan pandai bertutur dengan fasihnya.. Sama juga dengan berjalan.. Mula2 mengensot, kemudian merangkak, then mula bertatih, and start berjalan last skali pandai berlari2…

Tapi terdapat juga kisah2 yang sangat menyayat hati apabila setiap langkah pertamanya menjadi langkah terakhirnya..

Contoh yang x berapa menyayat hati;

1) Apabila kita try nak makan sesuatu makanan yang baru, kemudian rasanya xsesuai dengan tekak kita, teros kita xmakan ag sampai bila2 pon.. hehehee…

2) Bila kita pergi ke toilet yang sangat2 kotor, sah2 taubat xakan masuk lagi kt situ… kan2???

3) bila kita syok2 shopping sakan then pergi bayar kt counter harga mencecah ribuan ringgit… MEMANG xakan pergi kedai tu lagi.. buang duit aku je…

Contoh yang xseharusnya dijadikan pertama kali dan xmungkin akan ada yang terakhir;